Step one

Was to quit drinking. Hard. last drink was august 25. last drinking too much & sniffing coke until 8 am was monday august 25. i struggle to go home. spend tuesday under sleeping pills. wake up. went to work. change my phone number. quit drinking. So now short of two months, it is me and my migraine. no one else in between. and she is a fucking bitch. Anger. come one guys i read your posts, your blogs, i go to your web sites. soo miaou mellow soo pause soo good girls. aren't fucking mad! I am pissed. It doesn't help at all. I need to pace. and my mind is wandering around. Please come back. i will be a good girl too!